Originally Posted by
yuseimot
Sorry for not posting to much today I've been going through deep depression, my spending time with my girlfriend in the hospital just in case she doesn't make it, but I really don't like life with out her so I'm dieing inside and out I've cut my self several times I'm losing my mind.
You aren't losing your mind, you're just going through some hardcore shit right now.
I know how it feels to be all depressed. I'm cutting too, and I've already tried suicide a few times, but not for the same reason—I've always been the smartest kid in class in elementary school but when I got to middle, everything was really hard for me all of a sudden. I starting doing badly, getting bad grades, and I felt so bad that I simply refused to go back to school after a while. I was out for about to months, eventually the law had to get involved.
Now I need to catch up if I wanna pass, and nobody really knows what to do with me because I'm like a special case or something.
But yeah, go with what conduct said. I like to write (I want to be an author) so when I got really upset like that I just wrote about it or something. Playing video games works great for me, too.
Also, while it might not be too healthy, eating when I get depressed can help me sometimes. Just don't do it way too much, or you'll get sick.
You've got people to talk to, in real life and on in the TB community. I'm here to help and so are many others.
Don't give in! ;o
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That was my 314th post. I feel like I should go eat a piece of pie or something, just to celebrate.
Last edited by Boerhae; Apr 29, 2014 at 05:03 AM.
Reason: <24 hour edit/bump
. I want to see what they all look like together.
