i want a shader imulator that works, i have xp ive tried a few things but most i need to pay for

i dont get what you are talking about, maybe explain it a bit better?

like wine, but im not using linux it emulates shaders

You mean fake shaders maybe?

http://forum.toribash.com/showthread.php?t=169744

Try this

i have fake shaders, but i want to force the shaders my card can handle 1.1 but i need that extra 0.9

No.

it'll cause your graphics program to crash, along with TB

You'll need to get a new graphics card.

any one got an old grphycs card i can buy

Sorry to say this but it is highly unlikely that anyone will sell you an old graphics card due to the amount of various countries people play Toribash in :V