Aww, he is cute. I have alot of cats, about 10 +.
It is hard to recover from a loss, especially if it was something you knew close, and helped you with emotional times or anything. Just yesterday, I had the stomach virus, and one of my cats were with me the whole time.
My old cat, we called him 'GreyBoy' a not so original name, but he grown up to be big cat. After I was dropped off at a bus stop one day, he ran in the street, and you know the rest. D:
I got over him, but it wasnt really a quick process. Goodluck with your recovery Aidan, I hope you don't take it too harsh.
My oldest cat was born around my time of birth. She is 13 and I love her alot. I honely don't know what I would do if she passed. The last time I was really worried about her, was when she had her last batch of kittens. Her uterus 'fell out', was hanging out for several days. We got her to the vet, and she had surgery. She is doing really well now.
I hope you don't take your loss too harsh Aidan. If you want to talk about it even further, you can PM me if you wish.