If you fuck up,that's good. Play around the joints more and more then try to spar a little so some people can teach things about how to move very fluently (like Haze and ShoddyV2,they're really nice.) Keep practicing,br0. I used to be worse than you(fucking trust m),and those people you said having 100,000 ranks or whatever probably have already learned what the game can do apply to them,and what they can apply to it.